12.17.04, old poem i just found Options

[ItzOnlySydney]

Everyday brings me one step closer to the edge

I am drowning in my crushed dreams and lost hopes

I wonder where I went wrong

I dream of a new life

Then I see it, just sitting there

It's blade glistens like a diamond

Its calling my name

I see my answer

Picking it up and placing it on my skin I begin

My release

Its cuts deeper and deeper

It winds around my wrist

The blood trickles down like silent crimson tears

I set it down and close my eyes

I am calm......for now






bw for those of you who are wondering i am currently 6 days clean of cutting! =) i am so proud of myself.

This post has been edited by ItzOnlySydney: Jun 6 2005, 01:42 AM

[RiddleMeWonders]

*Whistles* I'm glad you wrote about something that is-was a big part of your life. It is well-done. Apart from very few publishing errors, (don't worry about those-they happen), I really liked it. I do wish you'd have put more of yourself into it. It seemed like you didn't want to make it personal, even though it was a very personal thing.