lonely, lol Options

[Kris87]

being lonely so totally stinx. it bites ass lol . oh well. i'll get over it sooner or later. hehehe. i'm just used to being with my ex all the time i guess. i was with my ex for like over 2 1/2 years. it's crazy.

[xjjajeengx]

well...we broke up to just go out with other people to see what else was out there for us. we were arguing way too much adn we just needed some space really. he said that we were going to get back together but he didn't know when. last weekend he told me that he was confused cuz he wanted to ask me out right then and there but he couldn't b/c he had a g/f(which lives in pennsylvania and he lives in ny near freakin lake ontario!! but whatever). then he told me a few days ago that he was confused about us and was thinking about just letting me go b/c he thinks that i can find somebody better than him. everyone basically hates him b/c people are tired of seein me sad all the time. he just thinks that if i find somebody else that i will be happy, but i don't think i will be b/c he has always been there for me when i needed him most. he has been my gardian angel for like forever. he means alot to me. i told him that i don't want to lose him. we haven't talked in few days cuz i think he's upset about everything and not knowing what to really do. i am caught in a shamble. it's hard for me b/c i see him having fun and everything and i'm not having any fun. there is nothin to do around where i live and not very many of my friends live near me and do anything really. it's hard for me. i was like in depression mode for a couple weeks after we broke up b/c i wasn't use to not being with him and i just took it realy hard.i still cry all the time b/c i'm so confused on everything and nothin seems right in my life anymore. it's all messed up. i feel totally lost without him.

OMG GURL!!! its okay... ( hugs like 20 times and chokes you jkjk) OMG... he's a BAD BF!! forget that bastard... if you want, i'll fly a plane there and kick his A$s... WTH a g/f in pennsylvania? tell him to get his priorities strate that little mofoic peece of jerky im going to shove a stick up his frikken @$s and rip out all his guts with a sabre and shove my violin stick up his nose and just get blood everywhere!!!!! that little ... ... (omg... i forgot the english word for this OMG!!! -_-) yea... dont be depressed! i think in a way, he is right tho. who noes? what if you holding unto him isnt the right choice... maybe you should widen your possiblilties and just get over him. besides, im a big feministic person... forget bastards like him that hurt you. YOU NOE WAT? i hate those type of guys that take advantage like that!!!!!!!!!!!!! you need to be strong gurl!! like W00SH!!!!
i noe how you feel... i've been through something like that. wen my 4th boifrend liked someone else, he asked me if i could let go of him. i sed no, but i realized he liked someone else, so i let him go... and i remember crying that whole two weeks listening to all these depressing songs by J. aigooh... not good memories. GURL!!! HOLD STRONG!! *cheers* i dont noe you, but im here for yu!!