*sigh, don't know.. Options

[xlaydee_v]

Well, there's this guy i really really really really like. i dont feel like saying love because sometimes im not sure. and plus, im only 12. well anyways. about 2 months ago, a little longer..i told him i liked him. and he said he did too. and then i told him that i did a lot.. and he said he did too. i've been waiting since that day for him to ask me out. but it didn't happen. he usually goes to the park afterschool with me and some other friends. but he didn't after 2 or 3 days that i told him i liked him. but then even after he stopped coming; he told me he liked me a lot..

and near that period of time; i assumed he was avoiding me. he showed all the signs. and plus he didnt even act like he liked me. but i still did.

after a while, i just decided i was avoiding him rather him avoiding me because i though he was avoiding me. confusing, yes but.. you probably get what i mean.

then, finally he came back to the park for two days. and on that second day i asked him if he still liked me and all because not only have i not seen him; i didnt get to talk to him a lot too.. and this is how the convo went

me: do you still like me? dont lie if you dont.
him: i dont know
me: how do you not know lol
me: you do know
me: *sigh
me: alright so i guess you don't..?
him: what
me: do you or do oyu not?
me: no idk.
him: maybe
him: i really dont know
him: i wasn't thinkin bout it

and after he said that.. i was kinda really sad.. i mean.. i've been waiting for him and he just changes his mind.. *sigh.. but he's a bit akward.. so maybe i still have a chance? hopefully :T

well i've been going on this 2 week trip. its a trip where we go to another program but its liek school. and his class was supposed to go with mine but his teachers are too strict.. anyways. i started that trip the next school day after the day i asked him. my friends told me after 3 days when i started he started going back to the park. for a long time. and he leaves 10 minutes before i come. (i come back @ 3:05ish and he goes there starting from liek 2:35-2:40)some of my friends think he's avoiding me.. but some think its a coincidence. and some think its because he's ignored at times. but i dont really know lols. and he really wouldn't know when i come back because he didnt see me in a while.

also.. one day in the morning i was getting on the bus to go there. and my friend saw him and she told me and im like "huh?" cause it was early in the morning and im still slow then :p but anyways she says "he's there in the handball court!!" and i said "oo.." i felt so slow cause i passed right by it. then i look and she says "he was looking right at you -_-;;" so.. idk. i'm getting really mixed opinions and things about him. and the thing is that i really like him. i've liked him 8 times. and he's the guy i liked the most so far. :T

so guys.. what do you think?

do you think he lieks me?
do you think he's just doing things accidently that seems he doesnt like me?
or do i have nothing to worry about? O_o

i would like your opinion guys. <3

[x shootingstar x]

wow. sigh* this reminds me of my past, which is not that far bak. i used to like this guy and we were acting so weird.. i liked him a few times too.. (like him, stop, like him stop, so on.) he made me really happy and then really sad. But guess what? You don't have this kind of feeling when you open up. You probably don't know what I mean.

Well.. I think it's a maturity thing. You know those lil big crushes you have when you're young. It's kind of like that. (I know, I'm going off topic.. but I want to mention this.) Well, anyway, I don't know where I'm going on with this..

ANYWAY, I think he's thinking if he likes you or not. idk.

=[ i'm a bad helper.

[xlaydee_v]

wow. sigh* this reminds me of my past, which is not that far bak. i used to like this guy and we were acting so weird.. i liked him a few times too.. (like him, stop, like him stop, so on.) he made me really happy and then really sad. But guess what? You don't have this kind of feeling when you open up. You probably don't know what I mean.

Well.. I think it's a maturity thing. You know those lil big crushes you have when you're young. It's kind of like that. (I know, I'm going off topic.. but I want to mention this.) Well, anyway, I don't know where I'm going on with this..

ANYWAY, I think he's thinking if he likes you or not. idk.

=[ i'm a bad helper.

lols.. i basically get waht you mean. you're saying that once we admit how we feel to each other the feelings fade away cause it's akward and not how you expected it to be.. i felt like that once.. lol but anyways.. i may sound ignorant when i say this but.. it's not infatuation or anything like that..