how do you keep yourself busy?, when you're ALONE Options

[demomode]

omgesh i hate being home alone and noticing i hate it haha like there are times when my sister goes out on saturday and im home alone until my dad or mom comes home (hopefully early) i have really bad experiences being home alone, when i was little, i use to see ghosts...and that would scare me, i tell ppl that, they'll be like u were imagining things, buh no i seriously remmeber seeing ghosts and im afraid they'll come back sometimes, like ughh that scares me, and i am home alone, i cant pass the time, so i start watching tv or turn on the radio aloud to keep the room loud enough so ill be less nervous or "bored" [more scared though] and today it's like im home alone a few hours i forgot i had a fear of being home alone and i totally passed the time through tv, these days im less afraid, but wow it's so hard to pass the time if u concentrate on doing it --;; so wat do u guys do? computer? tv? music? invite over a friend? just wondering

[SMUSHiENESS]

i go outside on my proch and sit outside watching the sky, read, draw/doodle, write in my journal, blast the music, yeaah that kinda stuff. Do you REALLY beleive in ghosts?