*sigh, don't know.. Options

[xlaydee_v]

Well, there's this guy i really really really really like. i dont feel like saying love because sometimes im not sure. and plus, im only 12. well anyways. about 2 months ago, a little longer..i told him i liked him. and he said he did too. and then i told him that i did a lot.. and he said he did too. i've been waiting since that day for him to ask me out. but it didn't happen. he usually goes to the park afterschool with me and some other friends. but he didn't after 2 or 3 days that i told him i liked him. but then even after he stopped coming; he told me he liked me a lot..

and near that period of time; i assumed he was avoiding me. he showed all the signs. and plus he didnt even act like he liked me. but i still did.

after a while, i just decided i was avoiding him rather him avoiding me because i though he was avoiding me. confusing, yes but.. you probably get what i mean.

then, finally he came back to the park for two days. and on that second day i asked him if he still liked me and all because not only have i not seen him; i didnt get to talk to him a lot too.. and this is how the convo went

me: do you still like me? dont lie if you dont.
him: i dont know
me: how do you not know lol
me: you do know
me: *sigh
me: alright so i guess you don't..?
him: what
me: do you or do oyu not?
me: no idk.
him: maybe
him: i really dont know
him: i wasn't thinkin bout it

and after he said that.. i was kinda really sad.. i mean.. i've been waiting for him and he just changes his mind.. *sigh.. but he's a bit akward.. so maybe i still have a chance? hopefully :T

well i've been going on this 2 week trip. its a trip where we go to another program but its liek school. and his class was supposed to go with mine but his teachers are too strict.. anyways. i started that trip the next school day after the day i asked him. my friends told me after 3 days when i started he started going back to the park. for a long time. and he leaves 10 minutes before i come. (i come back @ 3:05ish and he goes there starting from liek 2:35-2:40)some of my friends think he's avoiding me.. but some think its a coincidence. and some think its because he's ignored at times. but i dont really know lols. and he really wouldn't know when i come back because he didnt see me in a while.

also.. one day in the morning i was getting on the bus to go there. and my friend saw him and she told me and im like "huh?" cause it was early in the morning and im still slow then :p but anyways she says "he's there in the handball court!!" and i said "oo.." i felt so slow cause i passed right by it. then i look and she says "he was looking right at you -_-;;" so.. idk. i'm getting really mixed opinions and things about him. and the thing is that i really like him. i've liked him 8 times. and he's the guy i liked the most so far. :T

so guys.. what do you think?

do you think he lieks me?
do you think he's just doing things accidently that seems he doesnt like me?
or do i have nothing to worry about? O_o

i would like your opinion guys. <3

[sweetest-emotion]

hmm deff. interesting. i fhe told u that he really likes ya, then he should've ment it. i dunno, when my guy (now bf) told me he liked me, he asked me out about a week after, since he still needed to figure sum stuff out (which we talked about). so i dunno, try ur hardest to be with him, call him, and just really confront him. ask him why he's been avoiding you. if he doesn't know, then, i hate to say it, but u can go out there and find sum1 else better for ya, sum1 who will not be such a pansy about it. just confront him. and u need to start to be with him, cuz when u asked him if he still liked u, it was prolly after he started avoiding u right? so u gotta start seeing him more, and then eventually he'll see how u're such a great person. u just gotta give it time, but i would ask him up front. ppl have to be honest in these situations.