Losing your self Options

[icy_angelx]

I've been changing my personalities each year.But I don't feel good about it.I'm always lonly at the end.I get ditched and every friend I had leaves me.Some years I even be myself and show my old friends what I really act like. But still it happenes. I think I'm always going to be a loner. Should I keep doing the same thing over again? Should I just stay alone because no one fits in the same catagory as me? Should I just do suicide? What do I do? I don't know!!! I feel miserable if I'm not myself and I don't want to lose my friends like all the time!

[whatiismae]

wow, suicide would be the worst answer possible. you have to "find yourself" which obviously sounds so cliche its not even funny. changing personalities? you're apparently not comfortable with the way you are. just think about it, are you changing around to be more like other people? if you are, seriously stop. no one wants to be friends with a person with no backbone. find your own interests and ways of life. real friends would care about you no matter what. and there's probably people out there you havent lost, you just think you have. because i've been like this too, trust me. you're grouping everyone together and saying you've lost all your friends, but in reality, they feel as if they've lost you. try and connect with them again. if that doesnt happen, join some club or activity in which you can meet people. go to camps during the summer. get interested in a sport/ instrument.. something. and make friends. just MAKE SURE the sport you're interested in you're actually interested in and not faking it, because then you'll never be happy. just try to be yourself and see how it turns out.