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[nothingless]

so last night my boyfriend and i had sex for the first time [for both of us]. we had this planned out. at first it was kind of akward because i had to keep on contemplating over whether or not to actually do it. i was telling him how i bet it is going to hurt like people say and that i am going to be sore. we laughed and had fun in the beginning.. just it took an HOUR and half way into it my dad got home [we were in my room]. and my dad was calling out my name like two times and i had to let go and answer him without going outside my room. so we had to move to a different location in my room because my bed made too much noise [waterbed]. i dont know about you, but after having it.. i don't know why people are all so quiet about sex. even though i choke up if i try and say "i'm not a virgin." even though i was the girl in school who was always like "i'm staying a virgin till marriage!!" sex didn't hurt.. nor did it feel soooooooo "good". basically i was just waiting an hour.. for him to be done. i thought i was going to cry or something just because how i viewed virginity.. but i didnt. not even sad. is it wrong that i am just throwing this sex between my boyfriend and i over my head and forgetting about it? i have a feeling we won't be doing it again. he got tired inbetween [haha] and since it took so long.. i dont know. i wouldn't say no, just it was just so borinnng.
can anyone relate to me on what happened last night?

[literemix24]

Well..for starters..really, is having sex such a big deal? Of course, the first time it'd be awkward a bit but still..o.O