Losing your self |
Losing your self |
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 69 Joined: Apr 2005 Member No: 121,896 ![]() |
I've been changing my personalities each year.But I don't feel good about it.I'm always lonly at the end.I get ditched and every friend I had leaves me.Some years I even be myself and show my old friends what I really act like. But still it happenes. I think I'm always going to be a loner. Should I keep doing the same thing over again? Should I just stay alone because no one fits in the same catagory as me? Should I just do suicide? What do I do? I don't know!!! I feel miserable if I'm not myself and I don't want to lose my friends like all the time!
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 88 Joined: May 2005 Member No: 138,928 ![]() |
Well, Im pretty much another simliar person. Except I only have 2 faces, all happy and optimistic, and another, the real one, is negative, depressing, pessimistic, calm and philosophic (sp?). Well, in f1 and first half of f2, I showed my happy face because i believed everyone liked my happy face, and I did get some 'fake' friends by following some other guy. But in the latter half of f2, I just got pissed off always acting so I showed my real me and everyones like Woah cuz they got used to the happy me and most of the so called friends just left me cuz I dint follow anymore. Right now, In my near finished f3 (Im forteen just so you know) Im still pretty lonely cuz I dont follow others, but It felt warm cuz I actually made 2 friends who would accept my real personality and stuff and they are really good friends who will share my problems etc. Well, I just have to say go be yourself and dont regret it. Real friends will come to you in the future and just let it flow :)
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