createBlog Diary, version 4 Options

[*Azarel*]

Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.

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Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

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Dear createBlog Diary,
I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more.

Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway.

And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment.

There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time.
-Me.

[nhj_2006]

dear cb diary.

*AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH* i am uber stressed out and i have sooo much to write bout. tonight has been weird. i been talkin to tammy for a bit now and suddenly i feel dizzy and just felt like throwing up. goodness, that scared the heck outta me.

my closest friend, bro, got dumped by his 15 year old gurl. shes some innocent gurl, she says she doesnt kno what love is, well to me she seem too innocent to have a relationship with someone like him. hes a swt guy, takin relationship too seriously. bad bad bad. high school relationships always doesnt last long. thats my lesson. well, i havent really exprience a breakup before so i can hardly cheer bro up. anyway that reminds me, tomorrow, is an important. 2 years ago. he asked me out. wowie, time travels.

school is stressin me out like a mother father. family too. for the first time. <3 slept over saturday, parents found out, they didnt say aynthing. i think mom is tryin to say somethin, but she can't or shes just waitin for me to say something. what is there for me to say? we're not doin anything bad. i think the diet plan is stressin me out, no energy or some shiz, can't figure it out. dad was mad last night cuz it was 10 and boo was usin my comp and i was sleepin. he thinks that if im sleepin then piggie should go home. he was just usin my comp. dad says that hes all worried about me and shiz. if piggie wasnt here, he wouldnt have said anything. bs. if he was really worried bout me, then he would kno whats GOING on in my life. today hes just totally ignorin me. can't believe my parents and i are havin a barrier right now. it is so weird.

mom just got home and i just can't stand it anymore. im bout to @#$@# anytime. i have sooo much to do this weekend. its crazzzay. 3 essays, spanish vocab to memorize, math test, physics notes, and us his project. AHHHHHH. i so can't wait till this semester is over. i wonder how would i pass this summer. last summer, i fell in love. this summer, hes goin back to vietnam. not too long i heard. anyway im going to OC for a week. okay i think im takin up too much cb room. whoopsie. i love CB!!!

- slakjdas me. take care everybody