Why doesnt anyone listen??! Options

[save_the_cows]

I mean, come on!! I sent this message a few minutes ago:

Hello,
I am posting this message because I need someone to talk to...I have been going through a numerous list of problems involving death, drugs and alcohol and i need someone to talk to me and help me figure out what's wrong with me and i'm too busy to go into therapy....if anyone's willing to help me, just reply with something like "hello", "I'll help" or "I understand". I would talk to my parents about it, but i need to talk to someone i dont know who'll understand me. Or write to save_the_cows. (My createblog name). Thank you for listening.

And no one will help me!! I'm on the verge of suicide and no one will take the time to just listen to me. And I see people have looked at this message, but no one replys...am i really that unloved and hated??

[gladz612]

aww... u seem to be going through a pretty rough phase of your life. but tell yourself that u're stronger than that, tell yourself that u'll pull through. i'll talk to u. i hope u feel better. take care.

and don't even think of suicide. life can actually be beautiful, it jsut depends on what perspective u're looking from and do u know how much pain u'll cause those who do care and love u if u take your own life? ain't worth it.