friendship, ever felt this? Options

[teeners4]

it's my birthday today. and im sick. stayed at home the whole day and missed school.

the close group of people i hang with (5 best friends) NONE of them phoned me of asked if i'm okay. after school when they came online they're like "u werent at school today." then after we kept talking and they're like " oh right it's your birthday. happy birthday"

one of them totally forgot and the other one was like "it's your birthday?"

i just feel so neglected.

i dont know what i did wrong in life. i mean sure i've been a bitch. and i DO believe in karma... but honestly. noone remembered?

and it's so weird. cause everyone else (even ppl i dont talk to) phoned me or msg me and said HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

why are my most reliable, trustworthy friends acting like this?

yea i needed to vent. i know i did a topic like this in another forum

but have you ever felt this?

feel neglected.......
i'm beginning to question....

what did i do wrong?

[HoodieObsessed]

hah, I'm feeling like that right now kinda...

...like I'm on msn all the time so hwen my freinds come on, I'm usually on, so that's how I organize when I'm gonna see them on the weekends. well, lately (as in like three months in a row) Iv'e been trying to organize stuff with like all my freinds EVERY WEEKEND for like three months, and NON of thme seem to have time! like I inited over one of my freinds last wekeend and she couldn't come, so I phoend my other friend on saturday and invited her over any time, for any amount of tiem she wanted, to go ANYWHERE, and aperently she had to clean her room that day...CLEAN HER ROOM? you mean I'm not mroe important than a CLEAN ROOM? and she's one of my best freinds!! gosh, aperently I need to vent to, lol. anywya, I calle djessica after thatr and she had homeowkr. great. so I'm left all alone. again. just like every single week before that. sitting in fornt of the computer doing nothing. being. bored.

bah.

jsut like all my weekdays, all my weekends, doing absolutely nothing, getting brain damage from being so DAMN BORED! not to mention the nagging worry that if my frieinds are SO BUSy so that they can NEVER find time for me do they even WANT to be with me? maybe I'm stupider than I thouhgt, ugly stupid annoiyng and boring, no one would want to be with me anyway, I don't even know why I try. probably my hair turns them off.



EDIT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!