createBlog Diary, version 4 |
| *Azarel* |
 Apr 21 2005, 06:04 PM
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Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.
Version2 Version3 Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post. ----- Dear createBlog Diary, I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more. Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway. And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment. There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time. -Me. |
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| *stephinika* |
May 3 2005, 11:19 AM
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dear cb diary,
i can't stop thinking about yesterday. seriously. its been on my mind for the last however many hours since it all happened...it was just so...exciting. oddly. it shouldn't have though...i just got such a rush with the sense of mutual attraction. yes i'm being vague for a reason, though i doubt people actually read these. anyways, i honestly can't get it off my mind...to be completely honest: it was such a turn on, honest to god... and it felt so good yet i felt soo guilt-ridden.  it wasn't all that much, but it was certainly a new point reached. like when in the portable and he just...ugh.i have to stop thinking. anyways, school sucks...we're in the computer lab right now and i'm so bored. but yeah, i thought a weekend away would fix things...apparently not. |
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kind of had a good day..
things w... Apr 21 2005, 10:32 PM Azarel Dear createBlog diary,
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I... Apr 22 2005, 07:18 PM electric shock Hey cB Diary,
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sch... Apr 23 2005, 12:36 PM stephinika dear cb diary,
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I've been surprisingly happy de... Apr 23 2005, 07:56 PM jooleeah Dear createblog diary,
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wow, i might as well kill ... Apr 24 2005, 11:41 PM Rachel is love QUOTE(chii @ Apr 24 2005, 9:41 PM)dear create... Apr 25 2005, 04:42 PM yukichan dear cB diary..
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This school day has been m... Apr 25 2005, 04:38 PM MyVermilionPlague Hi.
Nothing can f*cking touch me.
I'm so happy... Apr 25 2005, 10:15 PM LadyXTor Dear Cb Diary,
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I almost had a nervous breakdown to... Apr 26 2005, 10:17 PM nhj_2006 dear cb diary
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh school is stressi... Apr 27 2005, 06:38 AM xd0rkette Dear cB Diary,
Is it my fcuking fault that I feel ... Apr 27 2005, 01:19 PM Azn_Angelx QUOTE(xd0rkette @ Apr 27 2005, 2:19 PM)Dear c... Apr 27 2005, 03:29 PM jooleeah Dear createblog diary,
I'm a bit annoyed. Why ... Apr 27 2005, 04:54 PM tweeak dear cb diary,
fuccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk im going ... Apr 27 2005, 05:05 PM helllla jankyyyy Dear Createblog Diary,
Okay so my sister moved ou... Apr 27 2005, 06:11 PM silver rain Dear CB Diary,
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im shocked..**** admitted liking m... Apr 28 2005, 03:45 AM dreamerOi dear createB diary,
he makes me happy. and im doi... Apr 28 2005, 03:11 PM ..:loveee.NuTTii Dear cB,
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things have got a little better..
... Apr 29 2005, 02:34 AM helllla jankyyyy Dear Createblog Diary,
Okay so I think I'm fee... Apr 29 2005, 12:36 PM jooleeah Dear Createblog Diary,
I can't believe this th... Apr 29 2005, 08:17 PM Chii dear createBlog diary,
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ugh, SAT10 is next we... Apr 30 2005, 12:19 AM MyVermilionPlague Hi.
I'm scaring myself.
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My head hurts right now. I'm ... Apr 30 2005, 01:12 PM PinkTrash dear cb diary;
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i'm over him !!!... May 1 2005, 01:08 AM jooleeah Dear createblog diary,
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Havent been here for a while..
I... May 1 2005, 09:17 PM blowpops69 dear createblog diary,
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