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[KELLYYY]

Mmk. Start.

Omfg. Stop stalking and looking at me.

[KissMe2408]

My dearest Jeremy,


Every 1,000 posts i get on createblog, i post somethan special, like a topic or somethan. And right now i'm on 3,000. And i wanted to post this one for you.

You are at work right now...i miss you. Starting tomorrow, it'll only be a week until i can see you. Only a week!!!! Time has flown by so quickly, but at the same time it's been crawling by this past month. I miss you, I've been so worried about you. I know you've been hurting alot lately. And I know i'm doing a horrible job on trying to make things easier on you, and I'm sorry for that baby =(
I was watching Tv today after you called me, and i was kinda drifting off thinking of you. Thinking about how much has happened these past 5 months, all the memories. lol I remember those nights when we would get on the phone like at 10 or 11 pm, and still be talking at 6 am and not wanna get off but had to go cuz our parents were waking up, lol put a smile on my face. But the thing is, I care for you Now more then I ever did before.
I remember when i got the our notebook in the mail for Valentines Day..omg i was so excited, i was like shaking. lol, It was the most beautiful notebook i've ever seen, lol. i'm serious! I remember how it was like getting your pix for the first time...i was half asleep and i saw you and i was like, "oh..my..god" he's so hott!!! haha, and i remember when you first told me you loved me....oh man i think i was shaking for that one too! lol i remember that time when you called me up i think the day after we got together, and i was in the bathtub. lol, one of the many times that happened, lol.
And the best part is, is that we still are looking forward to our other "firsts" together. Our first kiss, the first time we actually are able to hug, lol the first time we see each other. It's going to be amazing baby =) And you have no idea how happy and excited I am!!

Just to throw this out there, you know you mean everything to me. And you mean 10000000,00000000 more times to me then this site. I hope you know that, and know that if you ever asked me to stop coming to this site, I would. Just to let you know. lol kinda out the blue, but i wanted to tell you that for some time

Sometimes it's easier to write to you like this, I don't get tounge twisted lol.
i know you're nervous about seeing me. lol, i'm nervous tooo!!!!! i'm excited!!! The thing we both have been wishing and wanting for this past 5 months is now coming true =) Aren't you excited??lol i know you are. We're going to have an amazing time together, don't fret my love. Everything will work out, promise ;)

Thank you. Thank you for everything. Thank you for all the memories, I will cherish them forever. Thank you for being the best boyfriend that I could ever dream of. And thank you for ALWAYS being there for me. and Thank you for making me so happy =) You have no idea how happy you make me and how much you lift me up. Thank You for putting a smile on my face again, and for showing me what it means to truly care for someone.

I love you my strider, my best friend, the man of my dreams, my love, my green giant (hehe), the one that truly makes me happy <3