a message to anyone, v.4! Options

[KELLYYY]

Mmk. Start.

Omfg. Stop stalking and looking at me.

[*suddenly she*]

i hate you so effing much. why?
- you said you thought he was annoying.
- you told j* that you were "saving that for college."
- and now you're going out.
- with some jerk.
- that you said was annoying.
- right after j* got out of his depressive state.
- and it's obvious.
- that you're using j*.
- and my best friend "loves you to death."
- and what you're doing to us makes us all feel like schmidt.
- and you copy every single song colin and i like.
- and you try to be so "original," it's SICK.
- you said you'd support me next year in the election.
- and now you've decided to run against me.
- you're smiling while i'm trying to comfort j*.
- no, you're laughing and talking.. no, FLIRTING. with r*.
- in front of his face.
- and every single thing you do to hurt j*
- relays itself to me.
- because that's what a friend feels.

sorry, i'm not you're best friend. i never was, even if that's what you thought.
in fact, i'm not your friend at all. i'm tired of faking being nice to you. i don't know how to let you know that this "connection" we had stopped existing a long time ago, because it'll hurt you. i know it will.

BUT THEN WHY DO I CARE? why do i care if you hurt if we're not friends? i still don't want to hurt you, even if i don't like you. why is that?

and if anyone reads this and is kind enough to care, i'd so appreciate it if you tried to make me feel better.. by pm-ing, since i don't think i'll be looking back.