createBlog Diary, version 4 |
createBlog Diary, version 4 |
*Azarel* |
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Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.
Version2 Version3 Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post. ----- Dear createBlog Diary, I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more. Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway. And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment. There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time. -Me. |
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Dear cB Diary,
i'm over him !!!! I'm so happy. Hehe. And yeah. Earlier today, I felt really insecure and I thought that my new crush didn't really like me. So then I got really pissed. And yeahh. But after dinner; Jonathan asked him what he thought of me. And he's like: "Well she definetly has a chance than the other girls on my list." and haaha. I'm starting to love him now. Mann. But yeah. My other close friend likes him too... but she doesn't know. And yeah. That's what sucks. But I guess I'll deal with it when he asks me out? Haha I hope that's soon; "I go for girls I know well"- so hopefully I'll get to know him more. Haha. Toodles! -Eileeeeen. Happily. |
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