createBlog Diary, version 4 Options

[*Azarel*]

Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.

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Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

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Dear createBlog Diary,
I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more.

Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway.

And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment.

There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time.
-Me.

[Chii]

dear createBlog diary,

thank the lord i'm not pregnant ...be careful what you wish for the cramps were worse than ever...and when it rains it poors...johnny and i were watching a dvd in him computer, then he got up to get me something and he was taking a pretty long time so i got up...then i felt it run down my leg... it stained my pants! good thing johnny and i are close, it didn't really bother him.

when i cleaned up the mess i put the used toilet paper in a plastic bag...i accidentally left it on the subway before i disposed it... johnny was like "what about this" and i told him to just leave it because it was trash...i didn't think. oh shit with all that "if you see something say something" and whatnot about unattended bags. what if i get in trouble? what if there's some police investigation about it? after all...it is blood stuff in a bag... but it wasn't a lot of blood, but it was a lot of toilet paper. maybe they won't think too much of it...after all it's kind of obvious it's a period...i hope they let it go and it's not all over the news

ugh, it was so embarassing walking around outside with that stain on my pants, i tried to cover my ass with my bag of dvds. johnny told me it wasn't a big deal but he doesn't think any stain is a big deal after we went our separate ways, i went into a dollar store to dawdle because i didn't want to be home so early...i looked in a mirror and hey, it wasn't that bad you really couldn't see it and those pants make my ass look so nice

wow, what a pointless long ass entry...i overuse "ass" but anyway thank goodness i'm not pregnant


i'd like to thank xxcrazyjewxx and linke3 for trying to help, i'm truly grateful that they actually read part of my pregnancy scare and replied, thank you rachel and linda


much love,
M.L. x3

[silver-rain]

dear createBlog diary,
wow, what a pointless long ass entry...i overuse "ass" but anyway thank goodness i'm not pregnant
i'd like to thank xxcrazyjewxx and linke3 for trying to help, i'm truly grateful that they actually read part of my pregnancy scare and replied, thank you rachel and linda
much love,
M.L. x3

Haha, no problem. And, don't worry about the subway's, "if you see something, say something" policy, some people probably wouldn't report it or anything.

Dear cb diary,
Argg, I'm stressing out so much. My mom is pissing me off. And the APs are in 4 days! 4 days! I know nothing! And SAT IIs in a week! Ahhh! Health project due Monday! Maybe I'm worrying and stressing out too much, since it probably wouldn't matter that much anyways but still ahhh. I just can't wait till this is all over, and I really hope my mom will let me go to Senior Prom with him. Maybe I'll just tell her it's junior prom heh. But I still need a dress! And what to do over hte summer! Ahhh! Stress again... Thinking about all this stuff makes me feel like I'm going to explode soon...