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| *Azarel* |
 Apr 21 2005, 06:04 PM
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Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.
Version2 Version3 Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post. ----- Dear createBlog Diary, I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more. Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway. And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment. There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time. -Me. |
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Apr 26 2005, 07:35 PM
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Dear cB Diary,
Everything is overwhelming me. I'm about to explode. No lie. Explode and die. I'm losing my sanity. I'm so angry, bitter, cynical, etc right now. Actually I have been for a while but now it's getting worse. Everyone is seriously pissing me off. Everyone. Parents, siblings, church people, friends, strangers, teachers, everyone. I can't handle anything. Why am I like this? I don't want to be like this. I want to change. God damnit. I don't want to be like this. Anyways, I think I need a break from cB. Or at least to stop coming as much. It's definetely not as enjoyable and I really have no reason to. -Me. |
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