createBlog Diary, version 4 Options

[*Azarel*]

Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.

Version2
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Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

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Dear createBlog Diary,
I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more.

Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway.

And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment.

There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time.
-Me.

[Chii]

dear createBlog diary,

wow, i might as well kill some time here...i'm so nervous about this mod stuff...i'm afraid that only the popular people will be chosen...heh no one has rooted for me, that comes as a small surprise...but then again not really that small

i wish that this girl will just open up her eyes...the one is right in front of her face but she doesn't want to see it. i've been through things like that with my boyfriend before we were going out, i didn't relaly notice unti like a month or two that johnny is the one for me... i just wish she would see him the way she's supposed to, such a sweet girl should have a sweet man to tend to her

hehe, it's like a dream of mine has finally come true, i get to lounge around and watch movies with my boyfriend all day at his place the first time i ever did that with anyone was on my birthday a few months ago, it was so great, we had an indoor picnic, just the two of us he remembered that i wanted to go on a picnic, but central park had all that stupid, nasty orange sh*t all over the place...it was supposed to be "art" ...i call it a huge waste of f*cking money, f*cking governor/mayor/whoever spending millions on a tourist trap rather than our schools

i really hope i'm not pregnant...i think my breasts may have become bigger, that made me so happy but then it hit me...it's a sign of pregnancy...maybe i'm just paranoid...i really hope i am paranoid. i'm supposed to be getting my period really soon...i hope i'm not pregnant...

geez, everytime i write in here the entry is so long...aiy. i wish there were more hours in a day...i never have time to myself anymore...i haven't cleaned my room in weeks, maybe a month...nor have i organized my jewelry like i vowed to...i have my earrings and necklaces everywhere...i am such a mess now

oh well...god i'm sweating more than i usually do because i'm so nervous about this createBlog moderator thing...i don't know why but i want the job so bad...

much love,
M.L. x3