createBlog Diary, version 4 Options

[*Azarel*]

Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.

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Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

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Dear createBlog Diary,
I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more.

Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway.

And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment.

There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time.
-Me.

[*stephinika*]

dear cb diary,

here i am yet again. still confused as ever...i keep on thinking its resolved but then it just gets all...confusing again. something tells me this is going to go on for awhile...sigh.
there's nothing much more i can really do, since things are still all so uncertain. i have certain feelings/hunches about things, but one can't be really sure unless one asks and one like myself is much too frightened to do so.
on the other hand, i'm leaving for whistler on thursday for this music festival thing and my voice is seriously gone...i can't talk. well i can but i sound ridiculous...i know for sure i can't sing. i tried...its not happening. looks like i'm gonna be lip-synching with everyone unless i'm miraculously better soon.
this is ridiculous.
i miss him.
and you know whats sad?
i'm not sure who that's directed to anymore.