createBlog Diary, version 4 Options

[*Azarel*]

Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.

Version2
Version3

Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

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Dear createBlog Diary,
I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more.

Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway.

And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment.

There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time.
-Me.

[*jooleeah*]

Dear createblog diary,
We're only a month away. One month.
I've hated this place ever since I came here. It's good to know that I just have to suffer one more month and then get out. I'll probably get all teary-eyed ( I know that's contradicting) just because of it. Tears of joy? I hope so. Andy's going to Northview/Chattahoochee. He's so lucky. I'll miss that kid.

That reminds me. Jenny's leaving too. I just got to know her, and now she's going to be gone. Okay, she's only leaving for China to study. But Evelyn said that if she likes it over there, she can stay for a year. A YEAR. That's way too long. And I know she'll love it there....there's too much bs happening to her over here. Meeehh.

I WANT SUMMER.