createBlog Diary, version 4 Options

[*Azarel*]

Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.

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Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

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Dear createBlog Diary,
I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more.

Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway.

And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment.

There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time.
-Me.

[jennyjenny]

Dear cB diary,
My vacation has been going good. No complaints. I'm kind've glad that you went to Florida. At first, I was thinking to myself "I have no one to talk to online every morning." But we wouldn't talk about anything meaningful. We would talk about the stupid things and talk about doing stuff, but never actually do it. I guess I actually did stuff and talked on the phone with Steph. Is she just a substitute? I don't know, maybe not. But I don't know, it feel as if I can actually talk to her while you are not really my friend but merely a girl that is just there to talk about their day with. We're not best friends, or at least you don't think so. We're going to slowly drift apart and one day we're never even going to talk to each other. Hell, we barely do now. At least this week, compared to the other weeks of vacation, I actually did something. I'm glad that I didn't sit home and mope while you were having fun. Sometimes, I really hope we will become friends and forget about what happened. And I hope you have some huge fight with her, because you know how much it bothers me that you are friends with her. I thought I was okay yesterday, but you signed on and I saw your profile and it was just </3. I was actually happy, and I saw your profile and it was like old times where I would wait for you, but you are never going to come back. I know that, but I can't do anything about it and I don't think I'm going to get over it. I know we're not friends, maybe that's why whenever I'm in your profile, it never says "bffl" at the end like you do to others. I'm hurt.

-jenny