createBlog Diary, version 4 |
createBlog Diary, version 4 |
*Azarel* |
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Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.
Version2 Version3 Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post. ----- Dear createBlog Diary, I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more. Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway. And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment. There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time. -Me. |
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![]() I'll never be who I was again.. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,886 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 77,981 ![]() |
dear cB diary..
I feel so hurt..The words get a life is echoing in my head..I never thought he would say that..I guess right now would be a good time to let go..I know that the more I hold on, the more im hurting myself..sigh.. argh..i have so much stuff to do..i need to find 4 more ppl for the seating arrangement..the dance is coming up..i want to ask **** out but i doubt i will..thinking about it, i probably will get rejected..he probably goes for pretty girls..sigh.. today was i guess a good day.. good night everyone.. -Nancy- |
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