createBlog Diary, version 4 Options

[*Azarel*]

Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.

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Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

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Dear createBlog Diary,
I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more.

Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway.

And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment.

There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time.
-Me.

[Juicy <3]

Dear CB,

I don't know how i'm supposed to feel about yesterday. Its was okay, we were all admitting our feelings and talking like mature people for once. It was awkward i must admit, but i got over it. ____ gave me a piggy-bank, it was so funny. He kept on spinning and then started to run real fast, I thought i'd fall flat on my face _____ and _____ were all talking about the difference between white girls vaginas and black girls vaginas, and I was just like "Uh?" and walked away...haha. Maybe I was a little offended I don't know Anyway, I think that _______ told ______ that I had feelings for him? or someone else, because when i walked up to them, she was like "and Tai too!!", stupid biatch. Why doesn't she ever use her head before she opens her mouth? Grrr. That's in the past anyway, so why am i dwelling on it? Oh well.
____ liked _____ I personally think that we all did at one time in our lives, I don't know why, he just had something that attracted me. I'm guessing it was his killer abs ______ was telling us all how she used to sing love songs about him. Haha, I was kinda laughing, but thought "wait, I used to do that too.." and stopped yeah, i know... I'm sad; what else is new? Hmm, i think that ______ still has feelings for _____; that's why she always acts like she hates him....Hmmm. Anywhoo, enough about yesterday, I'm about to go get my butt in the bath and get ready for shopping I pray that I can get my belly pierced today, without my father finding out

Tai <3