createBlog Diary, version 4 Options

[*Azarel*]

Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.

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Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

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Dear createBlog Diary,
I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more.

Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway.

And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment.

There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time.
-Me.

[Teesa]

Dear CB diary-
Today I found out that one of my friends, that I have no feelings for really, likes another girl. A lot. So why do I care so much still? Why am I feeling like my world is all messed up if I don't have feelings for him?? I cannot answer these questions. I am so sad. I hope no one bothers me today. I hate having to act fake, but I must because otherwise, people will ask questions and make me act more of a bitch. So on goes the fake smile and laugh.

[xTINAA]

Dear CB diary-
Today I found out that one of my friends, that I have no feelings for really, likes another girl. A lot. So why do I care so much still? Why am I feeling like my world is all messed up if I don't have feelings for him?? I cannot answer these questions. I am so sad. I hope no one bothers me today. I hate having to act fake, but I must because otherwise, people will ask questions and make me act more of a bitch. So on goes the fake smile and laugh.

See, it's entries like these that make me angry. Why? Because I don't know who you're talking about and we're supposed to be best friends. Stupid school has made us distant! Haha. We must talk dear

Dear cB Diary,
So this past week really sucked. I mean honestly...it sucked. I missed a lot of school, got in trouble, calls from the dean, letters sent home, got in fights, just an overall LAME week. And the weekend isn't looking much brighter. Why? Because of all the homework and studying that needs to be done and because our beloved Pastor is leaving. I'm going to have a breakdown on Sunday. Leaving...how can he leave? I'm going to miss him so much. I need him. Yeah there's Evan but I want Tony to be there too. It's because of him that our church has been prosperous. Gah. Anyways, tonight was okay I guess. I don't know if I have good friends. I mean good to me, yes but good as in what they do is good. Because me, I'm a virgin to almost everything. I haven't drank, smoked, partied, had sex, nothing... And what do they do? Drink, smoke, and party. Have sex? Hahah no. And tonight they were talking about how they got high earlier and about going to a party and one of them I've known since middle school and it's just weird to see how people change. I don't really like change but I don't dislike it either. It's just....weird. Yeah...so I guess I have nothing to say. Oh yeah, life sucks right now. Kay that's all. G'bye.
-Me.