createBlog Diary, version 4 Options

[*Azarel*]

Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.

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Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

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Dear createBlog Diary,
I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more.

Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway.

And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment.

There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time.
-Me.

[inthemudhole]

Literally, what the hell did I do wrong this time?..
Maybe it's just his computer again, but he won't even fucking talk to me. What the hell did I do wrong now? I barely said anything to him last night. I didn't ignore him, but I didn't say anything that could be taken the wrong way.

Fuck it.

Three days.
More shitty news though.
Paul was out last night. Not sure why.
They're also not playing as many songs.
My God....What the hell else can go wrong now?
I've been dying to see them for over FIVE FRICKING YEARS, and now I FINALLY can, and it's going to be shitty. I just know it. Either it's going to get cancelled, or they're only going to play for 20 minutes.
I'm not even grateful to see them at this point. I know it's not their fault. I know they love their fans, but all the same, I feel really let down.

Whatever.

I'll stop whining now.

To sum it up, this week has fucking sucked.

Excuse my language.

Shoot me in the head,

Brie