createBlog Diary, version 4 Options

[*Azarel*]

Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.

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Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

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Dear createBlog Diary,
I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more.

Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway.

And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment.

There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time.
-Me.

[Rachel]

cB diary,

It has been a while since I have felt this good. It's been quite sometime since I have had this feeling, you know the one. Where even if everything seems to be falling apart, you are still completely happy as long as you talk to that certain special someone.

I like it, but at the same time I am scared. I am scared of being hurt, of falling too hard, of loving too much. I am scared of knowing that in another year, we are both going to college. Most likely in different states, a plane ride away. It sucks to realize that we are probably going to break up because long distance is hard to deal with, esp. in college. I just want this year to last forever, for us to be together and happy. I don't want to have to think about what you are going to be doing and how many girls you are fliting with. I just want to be with you. Plain and simple, with YOU.