i quit smoking, but.... Options

[*Weird addiction*]

Ok, finally, i quit smoking, its a LONG story but i decided that life is SO darn special. Basically, i haven't smoked for like a week, which is wierd, totally wierd and abnormal. I used to be a cigarette freak, sometimes i smoke 1 packet a day. I've been smoking for 3 yrs now. Blah blah, i quit. BUT i'm having serious headaches, my stomach hurts like hell, i'm always tired, sometimes i even feel like vomitting. I talked to my sister and she thinks i have cancer , my friends think i'm dying . And i can't stop thinking about cigarettes, lol. My dad tempts me intentionally , he gives me money to buy cigarettes, lol ( i take the money and keep it ), he thinks i'm still smoking .

I've tried almost everything to make me stop thinking about cigarettes, i've watched porn (but eww, it gets tiring), i've been on cB a lot, but i just can't stop thinking about cigarettes, lol. I seriously want to quit but hehe i kinda need help.

Does anyone know anything that can occupy me (ive even tried thinking about boys, lol but err doesn't work either).

My mom suggested jogging but i think i'm slim enough, jogging isn't really my thing. So yeah, i need help, lol.

[DavidJ2318]

keep going, it will pay off in the long run

personally i feel that smoking is quite vulgar:

-it doesnt taste good
-its made up of a bunch of nasty stuff
-it smells bad on people
-it also makes them look cheap
-it is a waste of money
-and the all the health problems as well

so yeah i dont think i will ever smoke and i am happy that you are quitting