i quit smoking, but.... Options

[*Weird addiction*]

Ok, finally, i quit smoking, its a LONG story but i decided that life is SO darn special. Basically, i haven't smoked for like a week, which is wierd, totally wierd and abnormal. I used to be a cigarette freak, sometimes i smoke 1 packet a day. I've been smoking for 3 yrs now. Blah blah, i quit. BUT i'm having serious headaches, my stomach hurts like hell, i'm always tired, sometimes i even feel like vomitting. I talked to my sister and she thinks i have cancer , my friends think i'm dying . And i can't stop thinking about cigarettes, lol. My dad tempts me intentionally , he gives me money to buy cigarettes, lol ( i take the money and keep it ), he thinks i'm still smoking .

I've tried almost everything to make me stop thinking about cigarettes, i've watched porn (but eww, it gets tiring), i've been on cB a lot, but i just can't stop thinking about cigarettes, lol. I seriously want to quit but hehe i kinda need help.

Does anyone know anything that can occupy me (ive even tried thinking about boys, lol but err doesn't work either).

My mom suggested jogging but i think i'm slim enough, jogging isn't really my thing. So yeah, i need help, lol.

[me1issaaaa]

Yeah, sounds like you're having withdrawl. It's probably just in your mind since you've been so used to them for such a long time.

But CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Be strong, dollface. And please please please be careful. It's a terrible habit, I know a few people who have died from cigarettes. I don't want that to happen to you. You're better than that, okay?

You're obviously one strong kid to have given up that kind of habit. I'm proud.