Rants., ..Would you like to shoot me? |
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 Apr 13 2005, 04:09 PM
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In case you do not wish to read, it is long. And I am not asking if we are in love, I know we are not. ;]
So here goes, I, dating a guy for almost three months, suddenly realize that I have opened my heart to its tender area, and have given away an un-numbered amount of my precious love and affection. He, on the other hand, has told me he feels the same way and adores me with all his little heart, yet he cannot stand it when I cannot sexually be with him. He is 'mad', for the lack of a better term, and the un-eloquent word he uses, b/c he thinks I won't "see" him the entire summer b/c of summer school. Wait, wasn't it, HE, that told me he was going to music school in Mexico the whole summer? Wasn't it HE who was happy to be leaving his hellhole to learn more about his true love and desire, music? And I, I cannot control where I go; my parents are much too strict and over-stressed these days. He doesn't understand how my Asian parents represent the 'typical Asian parent' steriotype, for he is half Caucasian and Mexican. He thinks it's my fault or what not. What am I supposed to do? Mope around like some idiot because my immature boyfriend is trying to ignore me and be happy and smiley at the same time? So, after finding out this annoying information, I finally just smiled, smiled, and smiled, and when I got home, cried. Than, I realized something, "Wtf am I crying for? I'm young and beautiful, I still have a life full of boys who will gladly rip my heart out. It'll be fine." And than, I discovered a little more maturity in me, and I am happy. Yet, the dissonance between me and my boyf make me think harder and harder, and my mind is not in harmony with my heart. It's kinda confusing. |
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Apr 14 2005, 12:58 AM
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Who stole my pants  Group: Member Posts: 20 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 83,933 |
Well im 13 so reading that alone prob blows off what i have to say lol anyway dependign on anything or anyone for happiest isnt to great and ya theres lots more "fish in the sea" even thuogh that phrase is really lame but true lol but yea i guess my reply kinda sucked but yea okWrathOfOnigo your sig is awsome!!
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mishyerr Rants. Apr 13 2005, 04:09 PM
ermfermoo Mishy, I read the entire thing.
I understand what... Apr 13 2005, 04:33 PM jooleeah I'm sorry Maybe he just feels scared that you... Apr 13 2005, 08:11 PM Soleil I dont think you should deal with that sort of thi... Apr 13 2005, 08:55 PM WrathOfOnigo There might be something bothering him and he is t... Apr 13 2005, 09:07 PM Nicolatofu Wow, I can't believe his reasoning for acting ... Apr 13 2005, 09:08 PM mzkandi *claps* you go girl!! Never be dependent o... Apr 13 2005, 09:30 PM BrandonSaunders You're so eloquent in expressing thought. Brav... Apr 13 2005, 10:34 PM stephinika i read it all mishy, and you do have the right to ... Apr 13 2005, 11:35 PM smilz2dasun wow. that sounds just like something i went throug... Apr 14 2005, 12:42 AM AsianUniQ I admire your perseverance. You should also keep u... Apr 14 2005, 02:02 AM yanners awww...mish (can i call you that) i read the whole... Apr 14 2005, 07:49 AM mishyerr YAH YOU CAN CALL ME MISH!!
Updates: It... Apr 14 2005, 09:03 PM pinayprincess YO, THIS DUDE SHOULDNT BE MAD FOR THIS KIND OF REA... Apr 14 2005, 09:52 PM angel_revelation hmm he seems really selfish and self centered and ... Apr 15 2005, 12:19 AM i can break I say...Dump him. If he's going to get mad bec... Apr 15 2005, 08:09 PM
icy_angelx I think he doesn't want to lose you...you know... Apr 18 2005, 07:03 PM |
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