i quit smoking, but.... Options

[*Weird addiction*]

Ok, finally, i quit smoking, its a LONG story but i decided that life is SO darn special. Basically, i haven't smoked for like a week, which is wierd, totally wierd and abnormal. I used to be a cigarette freak, sometimes i smoke 1 packet a day. I've been smoking for 3 yrs now. Blah blah, i quit. BUT i'm having serious headaches, my stomach hurts like hell, i'm always tired, sometimes i even feel like vomitting. I talked to my sister and she thinks i have cancer , my friends think i'm dying . And i can't stop thinking about cigarettes, lol. My dad tempts me intentionally , he gives me money to buy cigarettes, lol ( i take the money and keep it ), he thinks i'm still smoking .

I've tried almost everything to make me stop thinking about cigarettes, i've watched porn (but eww, it gets tiring), i've been on cB a lot, but i just can't stop thinking about cigarettes, lol. I seriously want to quit but hehe i kinda need help.

Does anyone know anything that can occupy me (ive even tried thinking about boys, lol but err doesn't work either).

My mom suggested jogging but i think i'm slim enough, jogging isn't really my thing. So yeah, i need help, lol.

[starlette]

Good job on quitting. Something to be proud of. BUt these things you are going thru, this is what makes people start smoking again. You arent dying, but you are going thru some hardcore withdrawal symptoms. I just try eating lots of vitamins (fruits veggies) keep yourself busy as much as possible. Avoid sitting still. Avoid going to places with smoking sections. Try going out to dnner or something, somewhere you cant smell cigarettes and somewhere you cant get your hands on some. Just stay strong and dont give up.