thinking she doesnt care.., about me Options

[SpedMonkee]

ive been going out with this girl for about 2 months now. it seemed like everythingw as going well, then all of sudden everything started going bad.. we would keep this notebook and write to each other then give it to the other in between classes.. then all of a sudden she stopped writing in it..since then she has sort of drawn herself away a little...i only see her in between classes now..

it seems like she is using me alot too..it seems like im her scape goat for anything. when she is out where she isnt supposed to be she tells her parents that she is out with me, when of course she isnt.. and she got some money and bought herself an ipod shuffle, but didnt want her parents to find out how she got the money(nothing illegal or bad to get it), so she told them that i bought it for her..

she never calls anymore, i cant call her because im never sure if she is telling her parents she is with me at the time or what, i barely see her.. and the weird thing is that before we started going out i would ALWAYS see her on the train afterschool..but all of sudden when we start going out she decides to take the bus all the time after school...
i dont think has anything to do with it but in all the time we have been going out we havnt made out or even french kissed once...everytime we are in her room and im about to make a move she always does something stupid like play cards, play her piano, or look through her photo album (ive seen it 7 fking times now!!).

i dont know whats going on really...
even if no one responds to this or has anything helpful to say it was still good to get what i had to say out..

(and yes i plan on talking to her about it if this keeps up)

[SpedMonkee]

but im feeling the same way i was when i wasnt in a relationship as i am now.. and i only think it will be worse if i were to break up with her... plus she is my first girlfriend and i dont know if i would be able to put up with being alone again...