another year... another chance? Options

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the guy i like this year happens to be the same guy i liked last year.

the thing is... last year, towards the end of spring semester, he started acting like a complete a-hole. i didn't know why... he just did.

this year, it seems all different. he's so nice and sweet and it's like he's a completely different person. my friends keep telling me that i have a really good chance with him. i asked him in the beginning of the year if he ever heard a rumor that i liked him last year, and he said "no".

that turned out to be a lie. his friend told me that he knew ever since after spring break... and i believe him.

so... last year, i liked him, he found out, and he started being a complete ass.

this year... i like him again... he doesn't know. he hasn't changed, i haven't changed... do you think if he finds out, he'll act like an idiot again? that's probably a sign that he doesn't like me at all. should i just give up completely on him?

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ugh i dont know. you guys don't understand it fully, it's too complicated to explain. i like him way too much to let go... i remember that every time i start talking to him again.

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poised,Apr 6 2005, 3:51 PM]ugh i dont know. you guys don't understand it fully, it's too complicated to explain. i like him way too much to let go... i remember that every time i start talking to him again.

i know what you mean. kind of.
I went out with a guy for 9 months. I thought id last forever, but then.. he started to cheat on me. He cheated on me once, but i was too blinded and let it slide. He cheated on me twice before i finnaly let him go.
He called me, and i could feel my heart skip. I still kind of like him u know? And everytime i think of him, i remember what we used to have.

I went out with him again 4 months later, hoping he changed.but he didnt. he cheated again. he took me for granted.

I know what its like to try and forget someone, but try hard.
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