i need help!!!!, what do i do... Options

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i like a guy whos my friend but doesnt like me as more than a friend but ppl say he does and he sometimes acts like he does. i have a best friend whos also a guy and we care about eachother a lot, so last night i was IMing him, and he asked if i liked him, so i said yes and that i loved him because i do. the only problem, is that he has a girlfriend, and everyone thinks they make a horrible couple , but , he loves her a lot more than me. then i kept saying how much of an idiot i was for liking him, because i knew he had a girlfriend and this would ruin everything, but he said i wasnt an idiot and that his heart may change one day but then i started crying and he started crying too (i could literally see him crying through the webcam) and he said he was mad at himself for bringing up the subject and that he was sad then he called and i was crying too hard to talk so then i signed off and cried myself to sleep, then i only could sleep for a couple hours because i was thinking about him, and now we're both mad at ourselves and just a big 'ol mess and i have to see him on friday and i dont know what to do!!!!

[bRoK3N_h3@r+]

but.....i love the first gut more and the other guy is, well, very quiet and doesnt tell anyone anything and he will NOT admit that he likes me but everyone knows it and so a lot of my friends have asked him out for me and he said no but then his friend told me it was because he didnt want anyone to know, but his friend lies A LOT , but sometimes i can trust him