-Really- Long Distance Relationship?, what to do? >_< Options

[rivendell]

Ah, this probably sounds super cheesy, but I just don't know what to do. Might as well just explain the situation...

I'm still really close with one of my ex boyfriends. We had gone out for a little under two years before we broke up, and I can honestly say that I was in love with him. He's basically one of my best friends, and he's really the only guy I can tell anything and everything to and not be judged. After our highschool graduation, he went into the Army ( despite my avid protesting ). I haven't gotten that much of a chance to talk him after he left basic training, and got assigned near Panmunjon in South Korea.

But, a couple weeks ago, he called me everyday for a week straight because he said he missed me, and wanted to hear my voice again. ( aww ) The thing is, I realized while talking to him that I still have feelings for him. Is it just because he's on the other side of the world from me and I'd rather he was here where I would know he was safe, or am I really still 'in love' with him?

If love's the case, what can I do other than wait until his tour of duty is up in 2006?

[angel-roh]

it seems like u want him to be around u can be happy agen, so i guess u miss him a lot...and miss the memories u have shared... so that means u want him to be around.... u jus miss him a lot...i dont think u like him... cus thats the same feeling i am...right now like u...lols... i break up with my ex......and i reallie miss him a lot...and i found out that i dont like him... i jus miss him and that i wish he was talkin' to me...and hanging out... heh