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[asiangetokewl]

hey guys... havnt been around in createblog for a while lol. hows everyone doing? well in my life its kinda hectic. the first thing I want to say first is, i recently made my first layout by myself, for myself. lol its kinda... i guess, simple, but it is clean. so im curious, what do you guys think of my layout? [no advertising, read the rules] l check it out there<-- the second part is... im kinda sad/bothersome b/c of the following things:

1. I'm going to my senior prom STAG... -.-
2. I'm falling for my ex again.
3. Someone else has the hots for my ex now too, and he continually talks about her with my cousin (WTF lol)
4. I don't know how she feels about me... ( I already asked her best friend adn she doesnt know either)
5. College is right around the corner and through all my HS years, its led me to UCD (university of california, Davis)
6. I'm not doing well enough to get that scholarship award at school
7. My friends that I want to go to the same college as are going to different ones
8. I havent done any of my homework over spring break.
9. My ex is moving out of our hometown =/
10. My parents are stressing out about how to pay for my college tuition...

so yeah... lol can anyone help me? advice would be great! (and feedback on my xanga would be awesome .. what to do, what to do...

[*salcha*]

1. I'm going to my senior prom STAG... -.-: there are lots of cute girls at a prom, just ask one to dance. plus, there's nothing like a good prom without going with your best buddies.
2. I'm falling for my ex again.: stay away from her, ignore her, and think negative thoughts about herl..even though that's not the best idea.
3. Someone else has the hots for my ex now too, and he continually talks about her with my cousin (WTF lol): lalala stop thinking about herrrrrrrrr
4. I don't know how she feels about me... ( I already asked her best friend adn she doesnt know either): even better. then she won't be on your thoughts all the time.
5. College is right around the corner and through all my HS years, its led me to UCD (university of california, Davis): oh COME ON, that is a good shcool, UC's are pretty good. i'm sure you'll do fine.
6. I'm not doing well enough to get that scholarship award at school: you never know, i'm sure that if you try hard enough, SOMETHING has to come out of it. for now, just try your best.
7. My friends that I want to go to the same college as are going to different ones: KIT, all my life, i have never stayed at one school for morethan 3 years, and i always have to leave them. it's hard at first, but it gets better. it gives you a fresh opportunity to meet new people, get new friends, get a new life, and enjoy it too.
8. I havent done any of my homework over spring break.: now's the time to start.
9. My ex is moving out of our hometown =/: see? all this work won't make you think about her, right?
10. My parents are stressing out about how to pay for my college tuition...: financial aid, jobs, etc.