random help, yup.. Options

[asiangetokewl]

hey guys... havnt been around in createblog for a while lol. hows everyone doing? well in my life its kinda hectic. the first thing I want to say first is, i recently made my first layout by myself, for myself. lol its kinda... i guess, simple, but it is clean. so im curious, what do you guys think of my layout? [no advertising, read the rules] l check it out there<-- the second part is... im kinda sad/bothersome b/c of the following things:

1. I'm going to my senior prom STAG... -.-
2. I'm falling for my ex again.
3. Someone else has the hots for my ex now too, and he continually talks about her with my cousin (WTF lol)
4. I don't know how she feels about me... ( I already asked her best friend adn she doesnt know either)
5. College is right around the corner and through all my HS years, its led me to UCD (university of california, Davis)
6. I'm not doing well enough to get that scholarship award at school
7. My friends that I want to go to the same college as are going to different ones
8. I havent done any of my homework over spring break.
9. My ex is moving out of our hometown =/
10. My parents are stressing out about how to pay for my college tuition...

so yeah... lol can anyone help me? advice would be great! (and feedback on my xanga would be awesome .. what to do, what to do...

[Chii]

1.) big deal, you can dance with all the pretty girls and not worry about your date being jealous plus you won't have to pay for a limo and that flower thing (i forget what it's called)
2.) that's always a bad idea...don't think about her
3.) why do you think this is funny? she's your ex, you need to get over it
4.) she's probably confused about what she wants from relationships and the world. you're both going off to college...you probably can't experience a lot of things if you're tied down to someone
5.) ooo uc davis, that's where sorority girls and fraternity boys was filmed awhile ago
6.) then try even harder and get a job...or try looking for different scholarships from different places
7.) you can all keep in touch by computer, just promise to have your spring breaks and vacations together to keep the friendship
8.) then start doing your homework!!!
9.) this seems good, you'll have distance and you can get over her cold turkey
10.) don't worry, if you get a job or find other scholarships it shouldn't be so hard. can't you apply for student aid? your family can make ends meet somehow sweets

good luck in everything

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finally, after f*cking trying to post this 10+ times