This Burden Options

[dispn0ygonekrazy]

my days are dark and cloudy
deep in my heart i carry a burden i cant forget
memories pass me by, feelings i remember
all of my decisions i seem to regret

wishing every night to have one more chance
still i cant sleep knowing that your gone
as days pass by theres so much pain
the pain that hurts me inside cuz i still hold on

i yell at myself , lock me inside the room
i reminisce nonstop till the day ends
telling my self that person has died
still theres the feelings i cannot mend

i play the songs we dedicated to each other
i remember how much i was in love with you
though those days are over and washed away
the burden that haunts me was never telling you...that i loved you

[*stephinika*]

that's beautiful...well written and you can feel the emotions while reading it...its sad though. hope you feel better if this is based on real life.