Summer 2004, Was it a huge mistake? Options

[ChEeR A HOliC Xo]

This past summer camp was pretty boring. That was untill my sister introduced to one of the guy`s she met. He was 14 at the time, i was 13. We spent time together and grew closer. We dated for a couple of month`s but we got caught making out, but my mother claim`s he was on top of me doing more. Whatever that`s not what happened anyways, my sister made a rude comment to him about him trying to rape me he got really pissed off and bodyslammed her. Of course it was on the sand, but it still hurt her. She hate`s him and my mom does also. He broke up with me afterward`s because he claimed i deserved more. But today March 27 2005 We still have feelings for eachother. We talk online and everything i love talking to him. He was my first true love. And you know what they say your first love never dies. I spend day`s crying myself to sleep over this. He just kinda left, and now this summer he is returning.. he hasent moved on. But should i still see him. Whenever i bring this up my mom always bitches at me. She said we are not alowed to be more then friends. Which sucks cause i want more then anything to be in his arm`s again. I know he would never hurt me. But is it worth getting my heart broken and perhaps ruining mine and my mothers relationship again. My situation is simular to the movie "The Notebook" Parents made us break it off...but we still love eachother more then anything.

[ChEeR A HOliC Xo]

So most of you are saying when this summer comes and i see him again just to be friend`s. Even though he changed, and has been so hard on himself. I know he changed and my sister knows what she said was wrong. I think the whole reason my mom freaked out was because of the "boy`s arnt suspto hit girls rule" so yea. But im trying to be just friends...but friends dont look at eachother the way me and him do.