A Message To Anyone, V. 3 |
A Message To Anyone, V. 3 |
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![]() HAAAAAAAA. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 4,472 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 75,068 ![]() |
It's time to start a new one..
Here it goes.. I love you so much, I just have to stare at you everyday. |
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 893 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 68,217 ![]() |
I hate this. I can't believe every time you come into the damn room, I can't talk normally with my friends anymore or carefully watch every move I make. I can't believe that I feel as though I'm caught up in the midst of an invisible marathon when you come. I wish you wouldn't. I really do.
If you weren't there, I can talk. I can breathe. I can be myself. But you change all that...I can't believe it...I can't...I thought that I could handle anything that was thrown in my path...I wish this feeling would just go away...I could live again...but at the same time I don't, because I like the feeling. I like to look at you and think about you. I like to see you happy. I hate thinking about you, looking at you, and seeing you happy...because of how I feel. I hate it. I don't know how you do it, but suddenly I feel terrible and weak and miserable. I don't understand why I have to feel that way...I was even fine when I first saw you. Nothing strange. Then a few weeks later, I don't know how...but they came...I wish these emotions would leave me. I wish I could look you in the eye as calm as I would any other person and laugh and talk, but I can't, simple as it is. When you came, I felt both nervousness, happiness, and despondency. The words just came out of my mouth before I could hold them back. I could've held them back... Now everything's jumbled inside of me. I'll probably never talk to you much, and never catch more than a few glances in the hallway, when I don't even bother to say hello. What's the point...I don't even know you that well. I don't even know your last name. It makes me glad to see your smile. |
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