ever suffer from depression??, well...these days i am.. Options

[XxAnn_YeunGxX]

somewat i jsut feel very depressed these days...i'm gonna turn 13 and depression is takin over mee...i can't concentrate in skool...i start cryin a lot...my grades r startin 2 drop and my parents r always yellin at me...*sigh*
my bestest of friends are all basically gone cuz i moved...maybe that's it...losin friends...well, do u suffer from depressin?

[angel-roh]

I used to, but I never knew what was it that time. I was suffering depression that I... yeah cutted few times...but all the scars are gone. I hide it... not telling my dad and my stepmom... I was so mad and felt like I was trapped inside a prison. I couldn't cry because I didn't want anyone to see me. And everyone was always with me so I couldn't scream or let out my tears... so I just hold it in and you know if you hold it in, it hurts even more... I thought if I let it out, I will lose everything in me... so I just tried to stay calm. My grades were dropping down, I was playing video games more than studying and doing homeworks. I thought playing video game was helping me out because you know it's fighting... I just wanted to hit someone or just beat up someone... so I thought that I should play video games to relieve my stress... my dad was yelling at me... my dad went to korea without telling me why... leaving me, my sister, and my brother at someone's house that i didnt want to stay in with.... it was a disaster.. i was a gothic actually.. my sister still never believes me that i wasnt a gothic haha.... YEAH BECAUSE SHE JUST KNEW WHAT GOTHIC MEANS AFTER SHE TURNED HERSELF INTO "PUNK" heh... she thinks that im not cool enough to be a gothic hahahahaha yeah that time only. i guess she thinks gothic is cool people... umm whatever..anyways, i wore black chokers... black lipstick..well not always...but i was a strange gothic a lot.. BUT IM SO GLAD THAT I DIDNT DO DRUGS!! and was not obsessed at cutting... whew for that... you know when you're young, you don't know what's going on because you're still in the process of learning new stuff..yeah i was in that problem. it was hard and difficult for me.. i was gona do a commit suicide, but a hero came and rescue me... some of you guys know justin park hehe... yeah he helped me with these problems with commiting suicide... if it wasnt him... i would've been DEAD by now.