time doesnt heal, im still not over him Options

[nlgrl]

so its been a little over 2 months since me n my ex broke up, and about a month since he decided to stop talking to me altogether. trust me i WANT to get over him and ive TRIED to get over him... but its still no use. ive tried doing things to get my mind off him but... no use. it seems like when time passes by it gets wrose every day and n ot helping at all... and time passes by sooo slowly that... i get the recconize all the feelings that im haveing... im not putting myself down... you think i WANT to feel this way? i dont but... i dont know... nowadays i find myself just moping around and such
hows he doing?
not better than me... from what i can see, he's depressed. how do i kno? cause the last time he took drugs was when he was depressed (long before we met) and hes taking drugs now and im worried about him... id help him but... i dont know exactly if I AM apart of the problem. he's even dreaming about suicide... i really dont know if he's like this cause of me or whatever
im my opinion i really think we should get back together cause its obvious our lives are miserable witout each other... and i keep thinking he broke up with me for the same reason... he wants me to be happy with someone elce.... cause we're not TOTAL oppisites but... not exactly alike on the social scale... he told me to find someone better than him cause he thinks HE isnt good enough... i have a strong feeling he want to be with me but he's forcing himself to stay away... (i dont have a bad past so i dont kno y...) he even said on his xanga "but it still seems like im lieing to myself while putting on a show for everyone elce"

i COULD talk to him... but i dont kno if he'd want to cause he told me to leave him alone... im scared to... ive never felt so low about myself

[Chii]

here are my two cents...

time DOES heal, two months is nothing, my ex suffered a year trying to get over me...it's been about 2 years since we broke up and sometimes i still think he's not over it....

like what Shino_Boi_X_Hunter if he really does commit suicide, it's not your fault...it's never anyone's fault but the person who kills themself. he can choose not to, he can choose to try to get over you and not be depressed but apparently he's chosen the depressed path...tell your guidance counselor, she can decide from these two options:

1.)his parents will have escort him to a psychiatrist and present proof of it the next day
2.) if it's really serious, like if he has a plan, he has to be sent to the a hospital for evauation...

it does sound bad...but i don't think you can handle this yourself...actually, i don't think a lot of people can handle these situations...your ex and his parents can keep this psychiatrist stuff hush hush...

it sounds like he really needs some help...