bf .. and my friend dilemma, i dun wana choose >< Options

[m&m]

well.. i dint really want a bf. it always seemed 2 me that only the pretty looking gurls get bf. all i cood do was dream. but now.. the guy i liked, likes me. i wasnt planning 2 haf a bf till ages. we talked a lot. now we hang around a lot. everyones been pressuring us, teasing us.. 2 go out. so now here we r.
today i was walking 2 the station wif him. most of my friends jus tease me and smile and give me the wink look. one friend was walking behind me at the time, i turned around and sed hi. wat was i spose 2 do? i duno. i kept on walking wif him.
then when we were alone, she sed i was ignoring her. on my xanga, i wrote that i wasnt trying to ingore her. she commented saying "congratulations. u suceeded". so nows she's obviously pissed at me.
well wat was i spose 2 do? stop talking 2 him and talk 2 her? .. now i haf 2 choose do i -_- now my other friend is making me feel guilty. that i was choosing my bf over a friend. what did i do rong? dus having a bf mean i haf 2 choose?

[whatiismae]

allright, first, never put an apology on xanga. say it in person because its more private and when you put it up on xanga it sometimes looks like youre doing it for attention. so, talk to her. and second, she is being really unfair. and i think shes just jealous, but ask your other friends in case they agree with her. if not, forget her, but if they do, maybe you should rethink how you act with your boo.