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Okay.. this is kind of a weird story...... (If you're a homophobe, f*ck off.)


Sooo.... I had seen this one chick in the hall for a while. I always thought she was really really pretty. A couple days before winter break let out, I had come in late and braught a couple presents for my friends. My arms were full and when I walked into the lobby I like.. dropped all my stuff. It was kinda emberessing, but when I got down to pick it up, I looked over and saw this girl, Sky (I didn't know her name at the time), and she smiled. From that point on, every time I saw her walking down the hall, I couldn't keep my eyes off her. I mean, not only is she really really hott and beautiful, she's got her own funky style and I love that. Individuality has always been something that attracts me to people.

So, my friend, Kalif, was talking about how he wanted to go to the dance with this one girl and he was describing her and stuff. And I was like "Ohhhh! That one chick who's got that really funky style but in a good way and she's hott." And he's like "Umm.. I guess." lol. So, basicly, they're friends but he also liked/likes her. He told her that I was bi and that I thought she was hott (which, I didn't mind because I said he could) and she didn't believe me so she IMed me. I confirmed it and she was cool with it. Now we're friends and I like her. I don't only think that she's hott. I also like her. Now... here are some problems.................


1. She's straight
2. My other friend likes her
3. SHE'S IN 6TH GRADE!!!! (I'm in 8th). I feel like a freaking petifile. lol.
grrr... Just.... How should I get over her????

[rOckThISshYt]

Okay... Soooooo................... Little update on Sky. Well, just to make it clear, she knows I think she's hott. Yesterday she wasn't feeling very confident and said she was ugly and I asked her if I should list all the reasons I think she's hott and... she said I could so I did. She doesn't care that I think she's hott at all. When we chill and see each other in the hall, I act normal around her and I don't really treat her like I think she's hott because I don't like to freak my friends out by acting weird around them. But.....

Last night, I was talking to her online and when she had to go she was like "xoxoxoxoxo" and I was just kidding and I said, "Prove it." She's like "I will." Now, being the little naive sixth grader she is, I didn't think she knew what I means so I said, "You don't get it.. I was coming on to you." She's like, "I know." My jaw dropped then. lol. I was like, "umm... Sky? Are you straight?" She's like "Yeah.. I think so." Imediatly after she said that, she signed off so I couldn't say anything back. So... yeah.......

Now I'm dedicated to someone. I'm not dating her because it's a long distance thing, but we made a promise to each other that we wouldn't do things with anyone else. So yeah... We're practicly dating. I mean, I'll still flirt and stuff. But, my normally provocative attitude will not come out.


Also, I don't think the two year age difference is a big deal. But, most sixth graders aren't exactly what you would call very... "matrue." But, Sky is different. She's very very mature for her age. So it's not that big of a deal. But, yeah......