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 Nov 30 2004, 02:04 PM
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Cutting is like an addiction like drugs are addiction. You can never stop when you want. I've been cutting/carving for 3 yrs. It feels so good but I can't go on like this. I want to wear short sleeves. Ugh..Also I could go to a mental ward. I'm not going to tell my therapist because she will kill me..What should I do?
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| *jeanna* |
Mar 12 2005, 11:08 PM
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i use to cut because i needed pain to dull out my mind out and make all out of the hell fade away. it was sucky because i couldn't wear short sleeves and if i did, i couldn't wear a wristband since my dad would be like, why would you wear that silly thing.
i liked the feeling too, it made it something for me to take care of and have a secret and think about. one night i just had enough, cut so much you could barely see my left bottom part of my arm and knew i had to do something so i went to my dad [who i live alone with] and told him and we ended up talking. the expression on his face was so incredibly more painful than the cutting feeling. he just kept asking, "why jeanna, why?" i ended up giving up all of my razors. probably around 50+ razors. my house was made for cutting. tons of box cutters.. sometimes when i get really mad at myself mostly for something i did [guilt] i wanted to cut, but i ended up realizing it won't help my case. i fussed up to my psychotherapist and i had to tell her everything. i'm glad i'm over that bump in my life. i could never go back to cutting. i was on prozac and klonopin and still am till this day. i just occupy my time thinking about stuff rather than pain to myself. i know it is hard to do, but anyone can do it. it is the greatest feeling in the world seeing it heal and be able to wear short sleeves which people take for granted oddly. i have a boyfriend and have alot more confidence within myself since i don't cut anymore. i thought i could never get over the cutting, but i did. about 110 days since i last cutting and the suicide attempt and the police coming over. |
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Dist0rtion_Within Cutting. Nov 30 2004, 02:04 PM
angel-roh omg.... what the heck..it feels good? what the lol... Nov 30 2004, 02:18 PM jezika i understand the feeling hey ive been through that... Dec 4 2004, 07:12 AM Nicolatofu my best friend had the same problem once she cut h... Dec 4 2004, 08:26 AM PiMPCESS_JADA QUOTE(Dist0rtion_Within @ Nov 30 2004, 11:04 ... Dec 4 2004, 05:18 PM caity_bug2005 I think cutting is really bad. My friend Dana cuts... Dec 4 2004, 05:24 PM Cake. I don't cut.
But I know that when I get a pape... Dec 4 2004, 05:26 PM caity_bug2005 QUOTE(AzNxJenny91 @ Dec 4 2004, 5:26 PM)I don... Dec 4 2004, 05:27 PM mouse_3k resist? find somethin else. put ice on ur wrist. i... Dec 4 2004, 06:40 PM
itzocccckkkkkk QUOTE(mouse_3k @ Dec 4 2004, 7:40 PM)resist? ... Mar 12 2005, 10:49 PM airam try drawing cuts on yourself instead of actually d... Dec 4 2004, 06:44 PM DrEaMgUy2K1 stop cutting, find a new thing to relieve stress a... Dec 4 2004, 07:00 PM aznxdreamer theres been a lot of topics made on this already
... Dec 4 2004, 07:26 PM Gypsy Eyes QUOTE(angel_roh @ Nov 30 2004, 2:18 PM)omg...... Dec 4 2004, 07:43 PM unfortunatekiwi use a rubberband and put on your wrist and snap th... Dec 4 2004, 07:48 PM sweetxpinay_09103 I know what that feels like. It`s so hard to. ... Dec 6 2004, 12:25 AM smthngcrprategrl34 QUOTE(Dist0rtion_Within @ Nov 30 2004, 1:04 P... Dec 6 2004, 03:03 PM pozer13 QUOTE(Dist0rtion_Within @ Nov 30 2004, 2:04 P... Dec 6 2004, 03:14 PM 177emories ughhh so how does it feel good?? :S doesn't it... Dec 6 2004, 03:49 PM HikaruTakekawa i understand how u feel. sometimes cutting can rem... Dec 7 2004, 08:53 PM Hiakru329 Well i dont cut but i have some firends that do. N... Dec 7 2004, 09:27 PM weirdness go tell ur therapist. now. if she kills you u can ... Dec 7 2004, 09:41 PM miss barnes i used to know this girl who had cuts on her wrist... Dec 7 2004, 10:25 PM poisoned_lips i know it's hard to stop... i'm still work... Dec 17 2004, 04:41 PM cutandbleeding4you QUOTE(poisoned_lips @ Dec 17 2004, 4:41 PM)i ... Jan 5 2005, 10:44 PM you suck sumtimes i want to. sometimes wen i feel bad n i h... Dec 17 2004, 05:27 PM the_crox QUOTE(angel_roh @ Nov 30 2004, 2:18 PM)omg...... Dec 17 2004, 05:59 PM cool_twin QUOTE(the_crox @ Dec 17 2004, 5:59 PM)really.... Mar 12 2005, 11:24 PM hiromi I may seem rude by saying this, but in my opinion,... Dec 17 2004, 06:03 PM MyVermilionPlague Oh, God.
How many of these threads do we need here... Dec 17 2004, 06:26 PM Shortiiex aren't you suppose to tell your thearpists eve... Dec 17 2004, 07:07 PM x3_bangbang I cut for four and a half years. I started when I ... Dec 17 2004, 07:19 PM LEDO_D0RKETTE you should stop. i used to cut. but no more. cutti... Dec 17 2004, 07:21 PM hiromi QUOTE(x3_bangbang @ Dec 17 2004, 7:19 PM)Ever... Dec 17 2004, 07:26 PM nockey <<<<<<<look at my avatar........ Dec 17 2004, 07:33 PM chikensdocluck cutting is just disrespect for your own self there... Dec 17 2004, 11:22 PM yoohgotpangd Cutting yourself can lead you into real bad stuffs... Dec 17 2004, 11:29 PM KissMe2408 yah i used to cut, but i stopped. ANd you really n... Dec 18 2004, 12:22 AM azn_r4pf4n (im a guy, but rlly i agree)
cutting annoys the h... Dec 18 2004, 12:24 AM krispy_kreme333 people that have never done it will never understa... Dec 25 2004, 04:04 AM xcaitlinx why in the world do people cut themselves?
are u ... Dec 25 2004, 08:17 AM SantaClause'sGF I don't cut. And even if I wanted to I probabl... Dec 25 2004, 07:26 PM swe3ttemptasian cutting isn't the answer, maybe you should cut... Dec 25 2004, 07:33 PM iheartsimba your asking us what to do? WE can't do anythin... Dec 25 2004, 07:37 PM LiLaZnGirL122 QUOTE(AzNxJenny91 @ Dec 4 2004, 5:26 PM)I don... Dec 25 2004, 09:06 PM MyVermilionPlague Telling someone to stop cutting won't exactly ... Dec 25 2004, 09:07 PM xcaitlinx QUOTE(Despise @ Dec 25 2004, 9:07 PM)Telling ... Dec 31 2004, 03:13 PM __Nessa ....
brings back too many memories i use to do ... Dec 27 2004, 11:38 AM goodeddie good Dec 27 2004, 11:42 AM goodeddie hgood Dec 27 2004, 11:42 AM Stately Lover QUOTE(angel_roh @ Nov 30 2004, 2:18 PM)omg...... Dec 27 2004, 01:48 PM blowpops69 put bandage on ur arms and say its a new fashion Dec 27 2004, 01:51 PM becomingAWARE im so sorry. I have heard of this one tratment-er,... Dec 27 2004, 03:19 PM aznxdreamer i cut once..then it scarred and the scars arent go... Dec 27 2004, 03:37 PM x3chrissyx3 I cut, I've gotten better, but really. I know ... Dec 27 2004, 03:47 PM Skyline Drive QUOTE(DrEaMgUy2K1 @ Dec 4 2004, 7:00 PM)stop ... Dec 27 2004, 04:01 PM xoxoxorooxoxoxo how does it feel good!?!?!?! its... Dec 27 2004, 07:45 PM leeniex3 i understand it because i used to do it but i thin... Dec 27 2004, 07:53 PM angel-roh QUOTE(x3chrissyx3 @ Dec 27 2004, 12:47 PM)Now... Dec 28 2004, 10:46 AM MyVermilionPlague QUOTE(angel_roh @ Dec 28 2004, 11:46 AM)what ... Jan 6 2005, 08:34 AM jr0h i know how bummed you must be. cutting can be very... Dec 28 2004, 03:09 PM gponce10104 you cut yourself?? outch! Dec 29 2004, 03:55 PM KRicoBoriqua I know somebody telling you to stop doesnt really ... Dec 30 2004, 10:28 PM xburnoutx00 I cut too. I actually carve more... but anyway, I... Dec 31 2004, 02:32 PM MyVermilionPlague ^ Er, I wasn't talking to you, nor did I say I... Jan 1 2005, 12:59 AM Mireh i don't want to be rude,
so i'm just goin... Jan 5 2005, 10:48 PM LiLrEbL365 really your hurting those around you who love you.... Jan 5 2005, 11:10 PM callie828 Cutting is a very serious epidemic nowadays and it... Jan 6 2005, 10:57 AM HIMsHeartagram Cutting is a waste of time, and a life that will b... Jan 6 2005, 11:25 AM LuvlyGreenEnvy91 cuttign is aproblem. u should definately tell you... Jan 6 2005, 05:00 PM xReDrUm RaMpAgEx i cut, but ive gotten better... i know how it is, ... Jan 6 2005, 06:05 PM XxXAnimeLuvahXxX Cutting yourself? Well... I don't know what to... Jan 6 2005, 06:52 PM Hiphop d[-_-]b you can stop. Feb 21 2005, 03:20 AM d0rkbaby i cut myself to make the pain inside me go away
t... Feb 21 2005, 03:27 AM toodlepops. omg, i don't cut.
you'd better tell your ... Feb 21 2005, 03:27 AM ryfitaDF just because somthing feels right doesn't mean... Feb 21 2005, 03:28 AM perfectxflaw23 This may be the first time I've posted, and re... Feb 21 2005, 09:22 AM Led-Zeppelin Lover ok, i know how feels, because i used to cut myself... Feb 21 2005, 10:44 AM x_y0urElectrikk Its not really an addiction for me.. I cut sometim... Feb 21 2005, 01:52 PM tresa1992 You should really stop, I'm serious.
So many ... Feb 21 2005, 01:53 PM salcha yeah, my friend went through that.
but when i told... Mar 13 2005, 01:03 AM dani41790 hmm try something to motivate you to prevent you f... Mar 13 2005, 01:20 AM els7158 Yeah, well I cut and it is really horrible and lik... Mar 7 2007, 03:29 PM thomasodell haha wtf is this
this is ridiculous this girl cut... Mar 7 2007, 03:30 PM Intercourse. Really old topic, don't really see why it is s... Mar 7 2007, 04:38 PM lonely_nl shit!!!
hey i thought i was the only o... Mar 8 2007, 01:53 PM RAWRstephishere I kinda know how you feel, it seems to take your p... Mar 10 2007, 03:34 PM lil_gymnast6 Ugh, cutting really is like an addiction. I cut. B... Mar 10 2007, 04:37 PM ladycrusader #14 i understand; cutting yourself is a high.
haha i n... Mar 10 2007, 05:43 PM niciDOOM i used to cut and i know exactly what
you mean by ... Mar 10 2007, 05:53 PM Shortnsweet88 I have, in the past, cut myself. It does not howev... Mar 10 2007, 06:40 PM Slushies_Blow_My_Mind! QUOTE(Dist0rtion_Within @ Nov 30 2004, 2... Mar 13 2007, 03:19 PM mishyerr I've been cutting for more than 4 years. I use... Mar 13 2007, 04:21 PM lonely_nl this is getting serious!!!
the last ti... Mar 16 2007, 11:40 AM Slushies_Blow_My_Mind! lighter blood can mean a lot of things. either you... Mar 16 2007, 06:48 PM cute_poison i agree with all those pll who think its hard to s... Mar 17 2007, 01:17 AM icy_wonderland Wear a rubber band, next time you want to cut your... Mar 17 2007, 01:21 AM euphoria. Cutting yourself can be soothing but it doesn... Mar 17 2007, 02:28 PM Glamxxcore I'm sorry but i really feel like people who do... Mar 26 2007, 09:48 PM |
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