hm. old things are coming back up, i'm scared again |
hm. old things are coming back up, i'm scared again |
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![]() go go power rangers<3 ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 321 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 76,457 ![]() |
I know it's going to seem a little out of place, being that I haven't really seen anyone on here who has the same problems as me, but whatever I can say something.
My life just seems weird again. I used to cut, was strong for 8 months.. and I broke again yesterday. I just feel so weak for giving in. I did it because I can't let the past go. Things have happened, my dad was abusive, and my virginity was taken away from me (not by him). I just can't let it all go. I was getting really upset over what my dad has emotionally been putting my brother through. My brother used to get 100s, but now that my dad is working out of town and barely talking to him, he gets 30s. I'm fine with him being gone, but I'm so worried about my family. I'm so scared that what my dad has done to us is irreversable. Anyway, I just wanted to get a few things out. Any advice? You can also post about anything that's bothering you, too. |
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![]() speak without words ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 395 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 15,622 ![]() |
yawn..people letting out their problems for..what? other people to listen?..putting a burden on other people although it's simply useless?
anyways, yah, cutting doesn't help. i used to. stopped. i know i'm never going to get over my past but it's not going to stop me from living the future, ya know? "Forget about the past, live in the present, and wish for a brighter future..." |
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![]() to be loved by someone you love is.. everything ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,207 Joined: Sep 2004 Member No: 51,205 ![]() |
QUOTE(aznraver396 @ Mar 11 2005, 3:46 PM) yawn..people letting out their problems for..what? other people to listen?..putting a burden on other people although it's simply useless? anyways, yah, cutting doesn't help. i used to. stopped. i know i'm never going to get over my past but it's not going to stop me from living the future, ya know? "Forget about the past, live in the present, and wish for a brighter future..." Well if you didn't really want to hear about people's problems then why read it? & it bothers me when people are always like... stop complaining, live your life and go on. It helps to vent it all out and I think you should try to have some kinda family counseling or something? Or at least have someone to talk to. And I think you should talk to your mom about not letting your dad walk all over her.. |
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