anybody, feel/felt this way? Options

[x shootingstar x]

your bf
you knoe he likes hot girls (and yes every guy is shallow) and all that before he liked you. the reason he liked you was becaues you are the only one who can really talk to him and stuff. yall have things in common. after yall go out.. you really love him. Yet, you feel that you're not the type he wants.. and yall talk about this. You told him how you felt.. and he said that he loves you because of who you are.

This is the problem.. these days.. i feel that i'm too ugly for him.. and all those things.. i feel that i'm not good enough for him or anything. sigh*

plz tell me what to do..

[*suddenly she*]

this other guy and i.. we were never "official." we never really wanted to because we're in different grades and all. he doesn't have same ethnicity. i never really cared, but my parents did. we knew that in the future we'd almost never see each other.. and i just didn't want to hold him back from people he'd find later and maybe like more.

to many girls, including me, he passed with flying colors in the beauty meter and i. didn't. so i guess i could relate to you, in terms of self esteem and such, maybe? we were "unofficially" an "item" for almost a year. we hadn't seen each other for ages and he found another girl. who dumped him after a month.

fun memories, eh?

i don't know, we're still really close friends who can talk about almost anything, because we've got all these things in common. i just don't want to keep him caged.

enough of me.. if he says he loves you, then believe him. don't repeatedly ask, because it'll get annoying. it's a trust thing.