but i'm just too shy... Options

[mkkiwi]

A friend sent me this, and i thought it was soo sad. I can say that it's happened to me, and is still happening. I wish i could tell that one guy i love him, but i'm just too damn shy, and in the end, well right now, he's with this girl, and she's such a biatch but he takes it. cause he told me once he was lonely, was that my chance to jump in? well i missed it...
-hope you like it

10th Grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. she was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, black hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and i handed them to her. she said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. she was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart. she asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. she looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did.

Prom night

After everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was
graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her gown and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another guy. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". she said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!

"I wish I did too..." I thought to my self, and I cried.




***Don't hold back how you feel about someone. No matter what it is you should tell them because one day you might regret not telling them.

So you should repost this. Nothing bad will happen to you. It might just encourage people to tell what they are feeling.***

[starlette]

^^^^^
erm. I dun think you read it.

Thats a nice story, but I agree, I dont think she would have written the exact same thing. nice to think of it that way tho. Actually no cuz then it would be really depressing. but it has a good moral. Act now cuz you may not have them tomorrow.

[topsyturvy]

Thats a nice story, but I agree, I dont think she would have written the exact same thing.  nice to think of it that way tho.  Actually no cuz then it would be really depressing.  but it has a good moral.  Act now cuz you may not have them tomorrow.

Took the words out of my mouth. =x

It's freaky if they thought and wrote the exact same thing, but i like the moral.