am i selfish? |
am i selfish? |
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 43 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,946 ![]() |
am i selfish? my boyfriend has to do a band festival this year on my boyfriend. this is the first ever birthday that he would have been with me.. here ill show you the coverstation just a while ago.
_________________________________ Ryan: Ilove you Me: i love you too Ryan: remember when you said that everyone always has to do something on your birthday? Me: yea Ryan: I was looking on the calender to see what day it was on..and in big letters it was like BAND FESTAVIL!! Ryan: I was like Ryan: shit Me: *looks down at her hands* its alright. i guess. Ryan: no its not....I want you to have a good b-day this year.. i know your past meg.. Ryan: *takes her hands and kisses them* Me: really. its alright. i-i-ill just go on a walk or stay in my room or something. Ryan: *looks down* meg.. love.. honey.. i really want to be there for you.. but.. ugh. Me: its ok ry.. ill find something to do. maybe draw a new picture or something. ______________________________ i cried. my past has been really dificult for me.. i've never really had a good birthday. something always goes wrong, and everyone always has something to do, even my parents and sister. sometimes they dont even remember. ryan knows all about my past. i really wanted himthere for me.. and im angry with him for not being there with me, i cried. am i selfish for being angry with him? |
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 43 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,946 ![]() |
hey y'all thanks so much for the advice. we've decided the day before the day after and my birthday we're going to spend together. teh day before we're just going to spend at my house goofing around and having fun, then the day of my birthday he said hes going to give me a wake up call at only god knows what time and hes taking me and my friend sierra with him since her boyfriend will also be performing. the day after.... well i dont know, he said it was a surprise. hehehe i love him so much. you all are right, hes a keeper!
thanks again. -meg |
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