am i selfish? |
am i selfish? |
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am i selfish? my boyfriend has to do a band festival this year on my boyfriend. this is the first ever birthday that he would have been with me.. here ill show you the coverstation just a while ago.
_________________________________ Ryan: Ilove you Me: i love you too Ryan: remember when you said that everyone always has to do something on your birthday? Me: yea Ryan: I was looking on the calender to see what day it was on..and in big letters it was like BAND FESTAVIL!! Ryan: I was like Ryan: shit Me: *looks down at her hands* its alright. i guess. Ryan: no its not....I want you to have a good b-day this year.. i know your past meg.. Ryan: *takes her hands and kisses them* Me: really. its alright. i-i-ill just go on a walk or stay in my room or something. Ryan: *looks down* meg.. love.. honey.. i really want to be there for you.. but.. ugh. Me: its ok ry.. ill find something to do. maybe draw a new picture or something. ______________________________ i cried. my past has been really dificult for me.. i've never really had a good birthday. something always goes wrong, and everyone always has something to do, even my parents and sister. sometimes they dont even remember. ryan knows all about my past. i really wanted himthere for me.. and im angry with him for not being there with me, i cried. am i selfish for being angry with him? |
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No, you're not being selfish. What you should do is go watch him at his band festival. It would make him happy and I think that you being there for him would make you happy too. If you can't or don't want to do that, then just plan your day with him another day. It doesn't specifically have to be on your birthday, right?
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