am i selfish? |
am i selfish? |
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am i selfish? my boyfriend has to do a band festival this year on my boyfriend. this is the first ever birthday that he would have been with me.. here ill show you the coverstation just a while ago.
_________________________________ Ryan: Ilove you Me: i love you too Ryan: remember when you said that everyone always has to do something on your birthday? Me: yea Ryan: I was looking on the calender to see what day it was on..and in big letters it was like BAND FESTAVIL!! Ryan: I was like Ryan: shit Me: *looks down at her hands* its alright. i guess. Ryan: no its not....I want you to have a good b-day this year.. i know your past meg.. Ryan: *takes her hands and kisses them* Me: really. its alright. i-i-ill just go on a walk or stay in my room or something. Ryan: *looks down* meg.. love.. honey.. i really want to be there for you.. but.. ugh. Me: its ok ry.. ill find something to do. maybe draw a new picture or something. ______________________________ i cried. my past has been really dificult for me.. i've never really had a good birthday. something always goes wrong, and everyone always has something to do, even my parents and sister. sometimes they dont even remember. ryan knows all about my past. i really wanted himthere for me.. and im angry with him for not being there with me, i cried. am i selfish for being angry with him? |
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leenie <3 ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 318 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 74,816 ![]() |
Why can't you go to his band festival thing to support him (:! One. you'll get to hear him play, and two you'll still spend time together (; I think that would be the best birthday
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![]() none of it seems real ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,469 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 73,889 ![]() |
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